everyone in TP is stress up right now.
:(

friday quickly come.
tomorrow test i think i going to be dead.

okay back to my IB projects.
till then.


tired.
:(
now printing notes as well as the draft.

haven finish law.
IB haven start.
i think i not going to sleep tonight.
shh. shall catch a cab to school later

and yesterday i read the newspaper about Taiwan actress Xu WeiLun involve in an accident.
the mini copper car that she owns, the car was smashed till so horrifiable.
then at night, channel 8 news, says she passed away.
i was like har?
arghh. so pretty and promising.
i remember i went to her autograph section once. her smile was just so nice. just like an angel.
tears just drop at that time.
why oh why?
RIP.

:(

till then.


Second post for the day.
i am suppose to be doing my projects.
somehow, i was creating the recovery disc for the laptop. but it took about 1 hours plus, which i left with no choice.
:(

i think i will go for a swim next week.
most prob Tampines Swimming complex, if not, go my cousin Condo
hahs.
getting fatter.
and my appetite is going hay wire.
i knew im stress up this few weeks.
but whenever there's test, i knew i couldn't eat, cos i knew i would throw up what i have eaten after the exams.
or got the urge to vomit everything out what i have eaten before exams.
is it stress?
getting hungry more and more easily at night.
which is not that unusual i know.
but i got to do something to it, if not i really will suffer.

ahhh. whatever.
:(

now, what to have for dinner.
mom and dad went to Malaysia.so no one cooking.
hahs. i thought they went shopping, but no.
they went back to kukup.
think prawns and fishes will be pack into my 2 fridge at home.
:(
yesterday dinner also out, cos mom went to attend wedding dinner at the regent singapore.

ok,back to my projects.
arghhh.


i saw a few of touching scene this week.

i remember when i was once waiting for bus 291 opposite school, because i given up waiting for bus 15.
i saw a pri sch girl i think primary 1 only, after alighting from the school bus, was waiting at the bus stop, for her parents or siblings or maid or whoever to fetch her home.
then her brother from across the street, run and wave at her.
the girl, was smiling so happily. happy to see her brother.
then the brother run across the road when there's no car lah, thn reach the bus stop, and prepare to bring her across the road again. they hug onto one another. the brother was so caring towards her sister. after making sure it was okay to cross the road, the both hand in hand, together cross the road.
then they run all the way home. together.
awww. touching.sibling love. to you all, it might be nothing.
but to me, it just remind of myself. am i really a good older sister?

then, i saw those NS guys going into camp, every week at Pasir Ris interchange, their mom and dad, sister, and even girlfriends. so many crowded at the end of one corner, mom telling child, taking care, or even dad helping them to carry their bags. weird eh? but all i know they did this because for their child eh. then girlfriends and their boyfriends talking, in case one week plus or so can't even see them. then i wonder, will my mom did all that when my lil bro went into NS.

then, i saw this more touching scene. A lady was wheelchair, and taking a bus, then the husband, was helping her with every move, helping her to get on board, then fold the wheelchair, then get on baord.
i mean, they are not stangers to one another. but they did it out of the love they have given to one another.

all the acts: all because of one word.
L.O.V.E
love
:)

alright. i know this is kind of a random post.
Legal aspect of business test is finally over!
the paper was alright.
yah, alright.
but coming wednesday is my POE test and yet, i haven revise, or let alone say read the notes.
boo hoo
im now doing my POE draft. as well as my LEGAL later. hopefully, in the mid afternoon, i could get some sleep,as well as to do my IB in the night, and then revise for POE and do my TUTORIAL.
oh my god.
i will kiss goodbye to projects next week.

and i got to congrats the Singapore Lions for going into the finals.
:)
after lionel lewis, got hold of the last penalty from the malaysian, i tell you, i also was whopping loudly, screaming at home.
lucky.
but i still dislike to use penalty to determine who wins.
and a lot of people was shouting and screaming at their home and national stadium. i could hear at home.
no wonder kallang area was jam. jam till cannot jam. because of the match as well as a S.H.E concert.

ok lah. bye.
go and do my projects le.








whoo.
happy really belated bday to YaFang, who's bday is on the 20 of Jan.
:)

me, xj, rebeka and her went for a dinner at Riverside point on fri.
Riverside Indonesia restaurant.
nice.
and delicious
after which, we walk around.
took some pics. i haven upload.

On the sat, i went to orchard with my sis and nieces.
went to KBOX first, shuang.
:)
relieve my stress.
then we went to Wisma food republic and have dinner.
then we shop around, and i bought myself a pair of slippers from hula and co.
but then, the main job is to find CNY clothes.
but i haven found yet, and im so lazy now.
:(
hahs. i better buy 2 dresses, heels, and my bag, before my mom is going to say, are you going to celebrate cny or will you be staying at home and study (note:study week falls during cny)
hahs
but i saw a few dress that i like.
hahs

then, yesterday, i went to Tamp mall with my parents. and i saw a few dress i wanted.
i so don't know what to buy now.

hai.
will be moving into the same room with my sister later
boo.
:(
i will miss my own sweet room.
bye~

看来，那场梦是不会实现了。

till then.


Happy bday to DADDY!
:)
i love you, daddy.
though i think u will never read my blog.
heh.

anyway.
im super happy cos Daren got into the finals of the finals Superstar.
whoo along with Diya.
i almost went mad over the phone with xj and scream and shout when they show the result.
whoo.

hahs.
anyway. back to my project already.
ok, bye~


let me see.

15/01/07-MA2 test
16/01/07-IB term test
26/01/07-MA2 project due and legal aspect of business term test
31/01/07-POE term test
02/02/07-IB project due and POE project due
05/02/07-POE presentation

in between there's a lot of dates which i can't remember
and doom.
i wonder why i so slack.
after seeing all the datelines for what we are suppose to do.
oh yah. whatever.

we already survived 5 sems.
surely we will still able to survive another one semester

this is really long.
how i wish that feb comes soon.
but i don't wana school to end so fast.
it's really weird.

awww.

whatever.
till then.
:(


:)
IB and MA is over.
IB test was a boo.
yah. boo.
now, let just wait for the second test.
yah, whatever.

tmr,fri no school.
cos of open house from tmr to sat.
:)
cool right?

hahs.
oh yah.
not feeling well now.
stomach churning.
and gastric pain though i did ate.
oh yah. whatever.
don't know lah

okay.
random post again.
hahs.

till then.


well.
MA is over.
i make careless mistakes.
but who don't make careless mistakes.

i feel so tired.
i feel like giving up.
i wana cry.

sigh.
don't cry anymore.
i don't want my eye to be puffy.

i will work harder.

should i apply for SMU?
sigh.
or shouldn't i now?


im losing it all.
im losing it soon.

im just going to give my best.
and that's it.
all i want is a good rest.
godness.
give me what i want.

i hate myself in this situation.
i dislike it.

ahhh.

why?
when you are happy, things will just come and tumbling down and just spoilt all your mood.

why?


whoo.
had fun yesterday.
and i cut my hair.
whoo.

eh, i think i look kind of weird in my short frindge.
but i think it will grow back by CNY!
:)

the 11 of us went to cafe cartel after school to celebrate wh bday.
sort of celebration.
the bday girl was saying no to cakes yesterday.
hahs.
yah.

then i went to cut my hair with xj after the celebration.
aww.

till then.
:)


:(

im dead stress.

went back Coral on tuesday with Badariah.
Nostalgic*
we keep on talking about sch lifes, how it's so different from the 5 years in Coral.
how we peep into the chemistry lab and realise i miss chem lesson a lot. boo.
how we tour the canteen and realise, that position of everything change.
even the podium change position.
walls have been brush with new colors.
we wanted to went up to the hall, but im wearing like don't know what that day, so we didn't.
but then, that day i think it was having CCA selection.

though im enjoying my poly life.
but luckily, we have technology advancement. so i could keep in contact with badariah.
like msn or even friendster. hahs.
:)

after which, i went to Serangoon to take something from my mom friends.
Bird nest. whoo. i love it lah.
Brands somemore.
don't have to bother to brew it.

whoo.
am so stress.

i vow to enjoy my last sem as well as do well in everything.
hope so.
bless me and my friends.

till then.


HAPPY 20TH BDAY TO WANHUI and
Happy 18th bday to Michelle Lee
:)

ahh.
relax and everything will be fine soon.
after the rain, rainbow will appear.

i believe.
i wana see that.
smile and cheers to you.

take care.

till then.


somehow i want this semester to end faster.
but somehow i also don't want it to end earlier.

this is getting more and more piled up.
schoolwork.
projects.
tests.

oh my god.

i feel like tearing myself into many pieces.
but i knew i can't.

i shall continue to count my blessing.

shall pray for me people.
pray i could survive all my tests and projects.

im really stress.

my friends- don't stress too.
all projects and presentation will be over soon.

till then.


:)
im home from school!

so tired.
don't give me any more jigsaw puzzle to fix for the next few months.

i better start revising.
im so dead for school work.
boo.

till then.


SIP REPORT HAND IN!
:)

so tired.
last week till now, only 3-4 hours plus sleep.
the day before school starts, i couldn't sleep.
chatted on the phone with xj who can't sleep either.
sigh.

yesterday, everyone was rushing their report.
:)
i was super duper blur yesterday.
boo.
whatever.
hai.
didn't have a good lunch,
but i only had 10 pocky for lunch.
hahs.nvm.
tutorial i nearly fall asleep. hahs
then after school, was movie at century square- night at the museum, but we were early, so we went to have a late lunch cum early dinner at the KFC.
i was super hungry seh by that time.
the movie was nice!
:)

after which i reached home after the movie, and went for supper.
i told you i getting fat!
:(
ahhh.

what a day yesterday.
forgetful, plus playful me.

ok
random post.
till then.


second post of the day.

i should be happy. or should i be sad?
but i don't think i am either.
weird is all i felt all the way, curious too.
don't ask me what happened.

:(

my hand super ache.
went to SIMEI eastpoint and bought printing papers and mouse pad at challenger.
then went to TAMP aussino. MOM wanted to buy bedsheets but i ask for catalogue.
no catalogue. hahs.
went to shop around after that.
:)

when everything happen.

我以为我可以放开，但是还不可以。
我想看见彩虹。
好想喔。

tmr will be a better day.

anyway, yesterday was new year, as well as my parents wedding annivesary.
:)
we went to courts megastore early in the morning with my aunt, cousins.
bought 3 beds as im shifting to be in the same room as my sis.
my bro is going to have a room of his own.
and hell lah. his bed is super single. me and sis is only single.
grr.
why can't i be an only child, then i request my dad and my mom to buy me a king size bed?
hahs.

mom didn't cook at night.
dad wanted to go out for dinner.
but. SIS working. so plans off.
we bought back dishes and mom cook the rice.
nice way to celebrate their anniversary huh?
ha
but no choice lah.

and today after i reached home.
mom was saying my niece will be going to NJC tmr for her PAE.
NJC njc lahh.
my third aunt don't need to call and say right?
after all, it's not her grand-daughter, but my first aunt grand-daughter.
my third aunt thought my sis will be going to JC tmr.
stupid lo. last year new year also call and say my nephew (my niece brother) went to HWA CHONG INSTITUTION. psle was 269.
so?
then another nephew who got his PSLE this year, my first aunt say not good. my third aunt say not good. they say just pass only.
HELLO, ur JUST pass means how much huh?
mine consider just pass still okay.
but my third aunt say he went to just normal secondary school huh?
wha lao. only top and special secondary school is those elite in it, is it?
hope no offence here.
but.
i really think no matter what, as long as which institution they are in. as long as we strive, we still can make it.
you don't have to sort of depise those in normal or just not that famous institution.
heck, whatever.
forget it.

ahh.
i hate the way they discriminate people though. or should i say despise?
awwww.
what to do.
they are well off, they are rich, they are clever.
most of my cousins live in condo, if not terrace? don't know.
whatever bah.

this make me even more don't want to celebrate my 21st bday.

:(

random grumbling.
ignore me.

bye


boo hoo.
awww.
tmr start of school.

SIP report by tmr.

and im no where near doing finish my APPENDIX.
can someone just kill me and not save me?

boohoo.

back to printing.


HAPPY 2007.
HAPPY NEW YEAR.
HAPPY 21ST WEDDING ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAR PARENTS.
:)

hahs. i think the countdown on 31/12 every year was also counting down to their wedding anniversary.

whee.

first post for 2007.
i think everyone now is really rushing their SIP report.
am i right friends?
i went downtown yesterday and FAN WEI QI was super pretty. i didn't catch SOUL from the superband lah. MLB was at VIVO i heard. why not MLB at downtown? but JJ was at vivo.. ahhhhh
wanted to go to the esplanade.
but.
in the end, after much negotiation.
we decide on downtown.
ahh. i wana see the fireworks.
booo.
:(
unless next year i book a hotel around the area.
and watch the fireworks.
if not i got to squeze with the people(not that i don't like it)
and after the celebration, how am i going to go home?
not i don't wana take public transport, but i don't wana rush to the MRT and take the last MRT home.
taxi would be a good choice, but then. . .
IT'S SUPER EX!
so, would the Traffic police grant me my wish?
well, shouldn't pin up so much hope for now.
after all im only 20, going to turn 21 in august.
the license, slowly slowly lah.
i still got time. but my studies comes first before anything.
unless misunfortunate even happens on me?that i can't realised my wishes.

the countdown was a blast, everyone was so high!
super high!
i gotten spray by the thingy. by outsiders, by my brother, sister, cousins.
hahs. but everyone was having fun. so it's okay!
:)
hahs.

went home.i slept at about 3 plus?
anyway, it's the fun day!
so why worries man.

last year,2006.
i have learnt how to let go.
how to na de qi, fan de xia.
i knows what i want in life.
i want to thanks my friends for the nice and memorable 2006.
everyone. my sec sch friends, my poly friends, my class, my family.
many many loves to all of you.

okay.
my resolution.
1) study hard. get into NTU, if not SIM, if not UWA(money drop from the sky).
2) lose weight.
3) grow taller. IMPOSSIBLE
4) world peace
5) my family and my friends to be happy
6) everyone be safe and well
7) someone.
8) more chances
9) be good to everyone (don't think im good yet)
10) before i turn 21, my license. if not it's okay. not that rush and not very important as number 1 (which is more important) right now

:)



enjoy 2007!
i shall enjoy my remaining days in TP with my friends, before graduation and faces "where should i go".

till then.
:)

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